I am upset.
At this very moment.
Because of the EXP thing in Audii.
I am upset because Sweetheart called me to share with me the news.
And in the end, my boyfriend, together with his wife, ended the bug.
K, so I feel that Sweetheart's not gonna share with me, anything in the future.
I am upset because my boyfriend actually said something that seemingly suggest that I am using him for some purpose which firstly, I am not, and secondly, it hurts me to know that he thinks that way.
Yet he is currently snoring his time away because he is so effing tired.
Yea, I am totally so awake and not tired k?
It totally reminds of Alee.
Sleeping despite the situation.
Sleeping despite the fact that he knows I am upset.
Sleeping and not doing anything to put things right.
And this is only the first week of our relationship.
I miss us being friends, honestly.
I think friends are the best stage to where strangers can ever become.
Not because I don't believe in true love, but because I don't think I am capable enough to handle relationships.
Presently, at this point of time, I wish to cab down to Babe's house or to my own house and get away from him because I am so absolutely disappointed.
I want us to work out.
But I just cannot seem to find the right words.
To the point where I don't even feel like talking to him.
If things have to end, end it now.
I don't us to drag on like my previous relationship.
>_> .