擁有只會讓我想要更多。
我討厭失望的感覺。
所以我寧願不要擁有。

I am afraid to go into a relationship.
I have no confidence in handling one.

I feel suffocated having a crush on someone.

I feel so greedy and selfish.
For expecting so much from you, yet giving nothing to you in return.
I'm afraid of hurting you.

Not many truly understands what I mean by I get affected easily.
Very easily, by small actions.

You really make me feel that one moment, I am important to you and the next moment, I am not.
If you called me, or texted me a little more.
I wouldn't be so upset.

See what I mean by being greedy?
Maybe I should start keeping my distance away from you.