Monday, 12 November 2012

Critical moments in friendship.

Ok can, I don't think I am thinking too much.
She definitely has something against me.

And I am actually quite hurt and at the same time pissed.
Hurt because when she talks, she doesn't look at me in the eye.
Hurt because she seem to treat me as though I am invisible.
I hate being neglected this way, be it by family or by friends.
It cuts me through and through.

Pissed because I know she prolly is treating me this way because of our radio proposal.
But the fact is that, I have been trying to catch up with her as well, I kept asking, taking initiatives to ask her about it.
When she said she wanna do the powerpoint, I said I could.
But she insisted that she do.
She said she has Korean class, so I said I don't mind doing.
But in the end?

She decided to discuss our project with our ex classmates, her close friends from other classes.
Seemingly being oblivious to the fact that hey, I am here, and I am her partner for this project.

So what the fuck does she want from me?
We didn't discuss much.
When we wanna discuss, she sits with her friends from other class again.
Talk about horoscopes, talk about idols.

Then what the fuck about me?

._. , fuck.

Oh not to mention that I tried to pass the gifts to them but they totally just ignored it.

Hahaz, k, I am super hurt now.