Hahahaz, well, it's another silent anniversary.
Can still remember how much I cried.
How my heart cringed when I saw the split up notice from ~Jason.
I supposed since he chose to end it that way.
Then well, hahaz.
It should've all been clear to me.
That we were meant to be.
Memories just flashed back.
The first time we met.
He was wearing a black shirt.
And how he kept smiling.
I can remember the heat.
When I was so shy that time I didn't even dare to look him in the eyes.
All those will always be memories I keep in my heart.
:) somewhere at the back of my brains.
It doesn't hurt.
Ok maybe a little.
But it's not hurting that much anymore.
I cared, and I still do.
But it's obvious that I am not needed in his life anymore.
It's ok, anyway.
:D for I guess he's happy.
Like I am happy too ^^ .
I believe AnnWai is happy with Magzilius too.
;cold, LOLZ.
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I spent the last day of 2012 with Legends.
Gin and I were in Oona's room.
And he called his dad.
:D , we prepared a birthday card earlier on before we left his house to meet up with Legends.
Had an expensive but happy and filling dinner ^^ .
The food was not bad.
And I kind of enjoyed that dining experience :) .
I feel that little bit closer to Legends now.
Hahahaz.
I know I still haven't post up the pictures I took during Cultizers outing.
Which is why I am gonna upload them soon :D .
Maybe in my next post directly after this.
Founders of Legends are in Oona's room now.
Deciding the next JRs to be appointed.
And I have just finished k-iing one of the things I have to do.
>< .
Have a deep urge to watch Dgrayman ): .
But Gin's not with me, ;cry !
I shall upload the pictures then continue going play.
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Was chatting with Sweetheart.
And she mentioned something about archived.
And I went to check it out.
Apparently.
I found something.
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| I can still remember how I was crying when this Andy texted me. Even when I see his name on my contact now, a surge of sadness will overwhelm me. Lolz, I can't believe it was you who put me through that shyt _I_ . |
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| Too guilty, so you deleted it? :) . |
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| You cared. But it was never in a way I could understand. |
We went through a lot in 2012.
Shyts and more shyts.
And now than 2013, I believe I am gonna wash my hands off you.
The only thing that connect me to you is that EZLink card.
And if you wanna continue being a bastard and hold on to that card.
Go ahead.
By the way, that Andy told me.
If I wanna really show that I wanna leave you, then I should delete all the posts I posts on your wall, because that would show I really don't care.
The more I think about it.
The more I think he was only trying to protect your face, your pride.
It's always about you, Alee.
Always about you.
ALWAYS, what you want.
But is k.
I have left you.
As so you said.
And if that's the case.
I think I made the right choice.
I know you're happy without me.
Rest assure, I am fine, with or without you.
:) have fun and jy with your new job.
I am gonna wish you all the best anyway.
Hahaz.
OK!
Gonna start syncing and uploading happy pictures!!!