For the script.
This post will prolly make me feel like a stalker.
A pervert but at this moment.
That opinion that people will have on me doesn't matter.
I wish I can keep Gin's smell in a bottle.
So that whenever I feel sad, angry or lonely.
I can just open the bottle and smell.
Clearly, I have developed a super strong attachment.
To this idiot who stood beside me and held on to me.
Despite the shits I put him through.
Everytime I go through.
Or preparing to go through shit.
The first motivation that comes into my mind.
Is falling back into Gin's arms.
Gin's embrace.
Gin's embrace, where I can feel his (strong?) chest.
Ok, he's not really that strong but.
Lolz, yesyes, you get what I mean.
Where I can hear his heart beating.
And I can feel warmth.
The warmth that keeps me going.
Against this cold and ugly world we're living in.
His arms, that hold me tight.
Making me feel safe.
I wouldn't mind dying.
In that kind of comfort.
I feel human.
I feel like me.
I feel accepted for who I am.
With him, I am allowed to make mistakes.
With him, I can be me.
With him, I feel alive.
I feel loved.
I feel blessed.
I feel wanted.
I feel needed.
I feel cherished.
I feel protected.
I feel deeply touched.
Even when I am just here looking at him.
Doing his own stuff.
I am just so grateful that.
I, have him by my side.
Pulling me along when I am just lazy and tired.
Not to forget, of course.
My family and friends, who've made me feel this way too.
I love all of you as well.
And I am truly thankful for all of your presence in my life.
@Babe:
I am quite @@ at the fact that you wanna borrow my shoes.
I didn't know if it would fit you :0 .
Dipsy and LaaLaa can LP le.
):< let's faster get it over and done with soon.
;cold.
I love you, sister.
@Sweetheart:
I know you're quite upset recently.
<3 and I keep telling you I can feel you.
Because from what I hear from you.
It's like seeing myself on replay.
What I felt for the shit time of 2012.
I hope things will get better.
And that kind of horrible feeling will die.
And be gone forever soon.
You're a beautiful girl and you deserve the best.
I love you, Sweetheart <3~
@Precious:
Me no know if you ever read my blog.
But I just assume you do.
You have always been a friend who I know.
I can just OI, I wanna talk to you.
And yupz.
No matter how upset I am.
You never fail to cheer me up.
You influence me to love life.
<3 I love you too.
*le Gin come and disturb me while I update blog*
Gin: I do 6 questions and I feel tired le.
(referring to the IQ book he was fiddling with while I was doing my assignment)
Me: Noob.
Gin: Honestly, dear, I think you cannot even solve one question.
Me: D: ?
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.
.
*saw le book Gin holding*
Me: I got this book at home!
<looks at each other>
Me: But I didn't bother touching it.
Gin: Why you never touch.
Me: Because I cannot solve! (Gin at the same time: Because too hard right!)
Gin: I told you you cannot solve le.
Me: D: daheckkkk.
Ok, the above conversations totally contradict the encouraging and motivation Gin I talked about above.
But is k.
This just the shit we do LOLZ.
<3 I love this guy, still.
@Brother:
I know you are a good guy.
But honestly, guys can be a dumbass.
When it comes to understanding how girls think.
You have made me proud by taking good care of Charlotte.
For the past one year :) .
I know you'll never cheat on her.
And I know in your heart, there's only her.
Please continue doing so.
I love you too, Brother ;yo.
@LeIdiotGhosT:
You think you max level you pro is it?
You think you Guitar good you can pwnz me zit?!
Lai, we challenge BR D< !
I pwnz you flat with my skills (Y).
Kekeke.
Stop tapping your tummy, dear.
LOLZ.
<3 I LOVE YOU !
Kkkk.
I cannot tank Gin's cuteness and stupidity.
HAHAHAZ.
He's mine.
;wild !