I think I should really write a list of why I am such a lucky girl, why I should stay positive, why I should try and help as many people as I can :) .
Just yesterday I felt so sick about having to go down to Bishan, thought it would be a wasted trip and I just wanted to be there to show face out of respect to James, my Shifu de Shifu and Louis Shixiong.
And at the same time to appease my angry Rem Shifu >_> .
But I realized it's prolly gonna be one of the best decisions I will ever make on my whole life :) .
Just earlier on, in class, with an interesting director, Kelvin Sng (the director of Taxi Taxi), James called me.
To tell me that today is actually the last day of my autoship and he'd be using my name to buy one box in which he'd take so that I can remain active even though I am so busy so busy with my assignments that I cannot do much.
I really cannot express how touched I am.
It's like even for the opportunity Gin and I was presented yesterday.
James emphasized that he wants us, the YP to focus on getting our leads and not worry so much about the finance part.
On my way to the meeting.
I was still thinking if it'd be another vent that I have to reject due to finance or assignments.
But no.
I am a really really really really really lucky, I cannot believe how lucky I am.
I am just so happy.
T^T .
I just love being me.
Even though I am getting fat (shit...) !!