I don't wanna disturb you now.
I know how annoying it can be cramping notes into your brains for exams the next day.
I know the frustrations when you're not feeling confident about exams the next day.
And I seriously wouldn't have bothered if I don't give a damn.
But sorry to say, I do.
And maybe it is a wrong choice.
It's so hard to try and blend in to your world.
While some guys bring their girlfriends to meet their friends, their friends (the guy's friends) can talk well with the girl and make friends with her.
While for me?
I have to keep taking initiatives to say hi, convince myself that I am welcomes in the circle.
Just because I don't want them to think Silver's girlfriend is antisocial, like what happened for me and my ex.
And while I am telling you, you are finding reasons and reasons to always defend them.
Maybe to you, it's explaining.
But to me, it's defending.
You can say easily, why should you even bother of they care, you have me what.
Yea, I have you.
True uhz, whether or not they welcome me shouldb't be something I give a shit to.
And I definitely won't give a shit to when they are not close to you but the fact is, they are.
The way you think and the way I think are just so different, sometimes it makes me think, with all these differences and the way you insist that I accept your thinking and forgo mine, can we seriously work out because from what I see, whenever I tell you about stuffs like these, you are always asking me to see things from YOUR POV.
What about MY POV??
If I am being too quiet, people ask you.
Silver, why your girlfriend so quiet.
When I talk more, I kena daoed like some retarded fk.
I can choose to be quiet.
But I don't want people to think I am not interested in bonding in with your friends.
I am happy Rem says he wanna make Legends rise again.
Happy that your hard work isn't gonna go down to the drains because of a decision made by Rem.
But while I am happy, that your sacrifices haven't been for nought, do you actually care about the efforts I have been making?
No, to you, I am prolly being that selfish stubborn and unreasonable girl who doesn't think logically.
Oreally?
When Troy and me got issue.
You say if I never do anything wrong Troy won't say anything.
Fine, I accepted it.
When Joyi never say hi back, all the way dao me.
You said that's her personality.
Fine, her personality.
Now this is me being daoed again and again, and I am telling you I feel sad, you say they talking about important stuff?
Ohreally?
:) seriously.
To you, making I am starting up a fight, being selfish etc because you got exams tomorrow.
Hahaz.
I am hurt, do you care?
Yea you do but I bet you're gonna say.
It's not like you can help it.
As a member.
I merely wanna contribute to Legends.
But how can I do any shit.
If this keep go on.
So I seriously swear the FAM better don't say the members don't fking care or what k.
BECAUSE I DO AND YOUR FRIENDS ARE THE ONES WHO DON'T.