I guess it's a pretty good thing that I kept my blog locked up.
I am still considering whether to open this blog up or not.
But I am thinking, probably not in the near future.
It's sad how, in Gin's eyes, I am just being a drama queen who's full of shit and always stirring up trouble.
He keep saying I am the one who's assuming it this way but how am I supposed to think when he said.
"But you always have to be such a drama queen and stir up all the things."
"What the fuck is wrong with you."
"From these past 6 months, you have understood nothing."
Just because I hung up a call.
Just because I feel upset that he reminded me of someone.
Hahahaz, it's all my fault.
I am super hurt.
I am just not good enough for him.
Just not good enough for anyone.
I should stop wasting his time.
He deserve better.
Maybe I should take the initiative to leave him.
^_^ I'll be doing a good deed.
Tired of having the same argument over and over.
Each time getting worst.
If his patience ran out just after 6 months, what is there to keep us together.
PS: Make things worse.
Today is the day of the silent anniversary.