I locked up my blog because I don't think anyone understands me.
And I don't really like when people get angry or misunderstand it after reading my blog.
But so far, no one asked for it so I suppose it's fine.
Should I be glad that they didn't ask because they understand I need my own time?
Or should I be sad that they didn't ask cuz they don't care?
I haven't been blogging I guess >< , too lazy and occupied.
But Audii is down for data migration so I have time.
School is starting tomorrow and honestly, I am not really that looking forward to it.
Though I think the activities tomorrow and Friday are quite interesting :) .
I have yet to learn how to use Adobe Premier Pro or was it CS, whatever it is.
The video editing program >< .
I'm 19 this year, but yet somehow, I feel that I am still stuck at the mind state of 17.
And people who I see on Facebook being 17, I feel that they are stuck at the mindstate of 12.
:\ , I am having trouble interacting with the young kids in the FAM.
Unable to comprehend their way of thinking, and the things they say.
D: .
As a result, sometimes, I am beginning to feel detached from DanceCult.
Not to mention that nowadays, I have been just tagging EXP and not bothering to interact much with the other Cultizers :\\, not even in WhatsApp too.
): .
Am a little hungry at this moment.
I am not sure if the cheque I bank in has been credited to my account.
:\ , so I am literally broke now, at this moment.
And this would have been the case until next month, which is around 2 weeks later when my allowance comes in.
My dad is back at home, I guess, I mean, his luggage is back and I think he went out.
But I am glad that he's back :) .
I suppose he do care about us and all.
The last thing I ever need in my life is my relationships with people I love falling apart.
I will die.
Honestly.
Ok, shall continue doing my own stuff :P .