Missing out on so many things in life because I haven't been blogging much >< .
So annoying ):< I cannot even remember most of what happened.
On days that I didn't write anything about or take photos.
Might have to refer to my Twitter HAHAHAZ.
Too lazy to do so >< .
So, passed 12AM.
Two days ago was my 7th month anniversary with Gin.
I was busy doing my assignments and well.
Somehow, both of us just forgot it was our anniversary HAHAHAZ.
This is prolly the first time, me being so, "don't care" about anniversary.
Somehow, like what Gin said, as long as we're happy together.
Everyday seems like a happy anniversary ^^ .
Despite not going out to celebrate.
AND STILL HAVE YET TO WATCH MOVIE AT CINEMA.
I am fine with the way we are now :) .
I am contented and satisfied with him.
Hahahaz probably gonna write him a Facebook post after I am done with this post.
>< 7th month isn't anything all that big.
But I guess, I also don't wanna totally let it pass like that.
Yesterday, before sleeping, I was just telling him about my first two relationships.
And I think he knows, and believe that I have moves on, like really.
So yeayea, before I move on to my next point in this post, let me dedicate a song to Gin ^^ .
It's a song that I suddenly wanted to hear.
I couldn't remember how it sounded like.
Or what the lyrics were.
But all I remembered was "lunch", "apple pie".
And I finally found it after searching for the lyrics.
And I finally found it after searching for the lyrics.
I typed that into the Google search engine, added lyrics and viola!
Dear ahz, happy belated 7th month :) ;luv!
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As I mentioned, 12AM passed.
Hahahaz.
He's outside now with Babe.
I hope her throat is fine after singing for such long hours.
Ohgod ~_~ .
Anyway.
If we didn't broke up it's supposingly our 3rd year.
Lolz!
3 years is alot.
D< and I dare say I grew alot throughout these 3 years.
Hehehe.
And I was having the urge to listen to a song too.
Dedicating this song to the 'him' I am talking about in this session.
:) as much as I hope to be able to wish you happiness and good health sincerely.
You are totally pissing me off with your crappy attitude.
The way you handle things.
I won't curse you, but yea, I won't be wanting to bless you either.
I guess that's what Confucius meant by 以直抱怨。
^ just learnt that today LOLZ.
It's ok though.
I wonder how that shitty attitude is gonna get you through life.
:) so here goes, the song.
Silent anniversary, 3rd year.
As much as tinge of sadness continue to linger for this relationship, that was 'too broken to salvage'.
I have came to sense that he wouldn't have let me go.
That he would have fought for me no matter how hard it was.
He could, he didn't.
So, I left.
They said if A really love B.
A will never leave B despite having a million reasons to do so.
And stay for that just one reason he/she can find.
For my case.
I left because there was no longer any reason for me to stay.
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:) nuff of sad stuff.
I need go bathe now ^^ .
Gin already on the heater for me le.
HEHEHE.
Ohyea!
A cute convo with him I had earlier on.
While he was fetching me from the LRT station.
*talking about global issues*
Him:
A fat boy stealing all the food in the world.
Me:
Fat boy is you uhz.
Him:
No... I'm not the fat boy.
Me:
You are not D: ?
Him:
No!
Ohwait.
But you are my world...
And I steal food from you...
So that makes me the culprit.
LOLZ stupid Gin, facepalm yourself :P .
You know.
You always never fail to make me smile.
The deep conversation that we had before I continued doing my assignment.
Made me understood, and feel more deeply about what I am to you.
Dear, thank you for being who you are.
The way you notice me, take care of me.
And handle me, my anger, my sadness, my joy, my stupidity, my silliness, just makes me fall further for you.
The way you say stupid stuff, and do funny things.
Just to make me smile, laugh.
The idiotic things that we can do, say, think about together.
Just sitting down together and talking about anything, everything makes me feel comfortable.
It's like, we're siblings sharing stuffs, friends discussing secrets, and lovers dating.
I really feel so comfortable around you.
Even though sometimes, we may fight over some stuffs.
And we may lose our temper at each other.
And you post on Facebook, I blog on my blog, saying hurtful things.
At the end of the day.
I still love you, so damn damn much.
Despite these mere 7 months.
>< .
You are so fucking amazing.
And I love you, just the way you are.
Seriously, just the way you are.
Shut your trap about being ugly.
You are beautiful to me.
Shut you trap about not being a good boyfriend.
): , we tend to be careless about some things at times.
LOLZ.
Just continue loving me, non-stop.
Kk going bathe!