I wanted to sleep before 1 AM >< but it seems kind of impossible since I am on this page!
D: , but ok, I shall try my best to do this fast ^^ so I can get to sleep soon.
Sleep time is really really precious.
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9 May 2013:
I wanted to stick to the plan and only meet Gin on Sunday.
Really, but something, something told me to go Gin's house.
And I did.
Found out later that he had a feeling to turn down his friend.
And that friend said he wanted to come over to Gin's house.
Coincidental or what?
:P, I guess I managed to surprise him when I told him to open the door.
Could have surprised him, shock him, if I had the ability to walk through walls LOLZ.
Anyway, that idiot is being stupid again.
Earlier on, I was in Audii (FINALLY USING HIS COMP, GOOD FRAMES AND GRAPHICS).
And I was asking him to play Symphony from the Rock World for me.
Justin and Sweetheart came in.
And Gin started feeling sad.
I asked for Gin's permission to post this.
And he said no.
But apparently, I think this memory is really too precious.
And too wasted if it's not recorded down.
Early on, while I was travelling to Gin's house from my school.
He was telling me that he's hungry.
And he went to try out this beta dish which Angus had agreed to try.
His beta dish smelled like shit, he said.
LOLZ and he said the whole house smelled like shit.
So when stepped into his house, he kept asking me to smell.
D: ?
To me, it wasn't as bad as it said @_@ .
I accompanied him to smoke earlier on.
And we were talking and suddenly his dad was walking to the lift (to get dinner from Gin's grandparents' house).
And Gin's dad asked him, why did he ate the molded cheese.
It took me around 2 seconds to understand what his dad said and I started laughing.
LOLZ, and at that moment, Gin was traumatized.
HAHAHAHAHAZ.
I cannot help but laugh as I write this post because, my dear.
LOLZ, you are dang cute.
D: .
So Gin had this " D: ? " face.
And I was like " LOLOLOLOLOLZ " at him.
And he kept repeating how Angus reminded him to check for mold.
And how he really did checked but couldn't see any.
He showed me the 'beta dish' remains in the trashbin.
Ok, it looks abit moulded, abit ok.
D: , but LOLZ the situation was just epic.
So what has it got to do with Sweetheart and Justin?
Because the ingredients in this beta dish that my dumb boyfriend tried to experiment with are bread and cheese.
Sweetheart's ign = Lotti (aka bread).
And Justin's ign = CHEESE.
LOLZ LOLZ LOLZ.
Gin's face was really really really super priceless when he said he was sad after looking at both their igns.
HAHAHAHAHAZ.
X.K. TAY.
Stop being so stupid omg.
Who's the baka D: .
And you know something?
When we fight, it hurts so much like I wanna die.
Especially when we can't get each other to understand one another.
:\ .
And it's like.
Being with you today, apparently, is a right choice I made.
>< my stress level decreased a little now.
:) , your smartass comments and actions just make me feel so.
LOLZ and you even tried to stuff me with more rice.
You ahz you ahz.
Today, when you play the song for me on Guitar Mode.
How you hugged me.
And when you walked me to the bus stop from your home.
I really feel like.
You know, I am just attracted to you.
And this feeling has been extremely strong today.
I don't know if it's because absence makes the hearts grow fonder.
I thought I would never have this feeling again.
Albeit today, you brought this feeling back again.
Looking into your eyes, and knowing, you can be relied on.
You can be trusted, and you care so much so much for me.
(Buying _________ to sustain __________ . <--------- LOLZ ♡!)
Albeit.
There're also really times when I feel so pekcek and so tired I wanna just stop everything.
But even at moments like this, I cannot deny how important you are to me, how much I value you.
And how much I love you.
But when you told me so fiercely, over the phone.
How I am the best gift you ever got.
And that you can be very very sure of that, even when we fight..
That you can even say it to my face, that you never regret being with me.
That touched me a lot, a lot.
I don't think you know how much that sentence meant to me.
I can tell you that even now.
Whenever I recall the tone you say it in.
The firm-ness and solid-ness.
The mood when you said it.
I can feel gratefulness overwhelming me, as I thank affinity for bringing you into my life.
For without you, what will I be now?
And you know what, I think I told you over the phone that day.
But I just have to say it again.
That yes, even when we fight, my love, like you, never got any lesser.
I know you are fighting for us.
Fighting so hard so hard, to climb to the position you should have been at.
Striving so hard so hard, to provide us, our parents, with a comfortable future.
And throughout all these good times, bad times, I wanna be here for you, with you.
I cannot promise you 'forever and always'.
But I can promise you that as long as you continue fighting for us.
I won't stop fighting hard for us too.
With your support, and guidance, I feel like I am more comfortable with what I wanna go for now.
These 12 days that we haven't met feel like months.
): , and I am really looking forward to us going on a date on Sunday ^^ .
I know I have been getting overly attached to you recently.
>< causing us alot of unnecessary tension and conflicts.
And that I have become more naggy D: .
But you do know that, it's because I am so.
Like, attracted to you right :) .. ?
I am not using 'loving you' to defend my unreasonable words and thoughts.
But if you are ever too angry, please remember that I still love you.
When I met you.
I really didn't know I will get this attached to you.
I'm sorry that I am, BUT I WON'T EFFING REGRET IT.
:D and I never wanna let you regret it too ^^ .
Ok.
I am gonna sleep !
Good day ahead, :) , to the one reading this post.
PS: Garden bot is back, buying channel bot is back.
THEY ARE ALL BACK :D .
LOLZ, k whut.
RINGS RINGS, HERE I COME ♥♥ !