He made me feel like I was worthless.
He made me feel like I was shit.
When he browsed pictures of bikini girls in front of me, I knew I wasn't good enough.
When he bitched to his friends about me, I knew I wasn't appreciated.
He kept saying I look better without make up, but constantly hinting me openly to not wear glasses and learn to use the hairdryer to style my hair.
A sudden random flashback made me remember a time when he kept my glasses while we were out cuz I look better that way.
For someone like this, who keep expecting me to look good, and couldn't care less about how I feel, I cried, torturned my self for one whole year.
Thought to myself that I was a useless girl who couldn't keep my guy's geart, cuz I was too demanding and ain't pretty nor smart.
But now, here I stand, a girl who's bravely pursuing her dreams, with more confidence than ever.
With qualities that are recognized.
I learnt to put on make up, learnt to wear contact lens, and I am pretty sure that I am slowly gonna be able to present myself to the best that I can be.
I may not be as skillful as those girls who can tranform themselves into Barbie dolls or Japanese dolls but I'm pretty sure, that I will learn to look decent one day and stay myself.
:) bet you can't believe ain't it?
Ditched by you, the one who gave up on me when you said you'd never.
Your lies have made me stronger.
But they didn't make me become bitter or hate the world.
Are you disappointed?
(Y) .
I will go all out, to be the best that I can be.
Thanks to you, I've obtain a new life.