Tuesday, 14 January 2014

Taken from Dayre (13 Dec 2013)

@7.15PM:



Why the shock face?

1) Left house late and well, am waiting for the bus, will be on time for work as usual, buttttt LOL, not sure if I can be on time, on time or on time cuz my supervisor won't be there yet hehe.

2) MY DAYRE FINALLY HAS NEW STICKERS.
Like, wow, have been waiting for this for quite some time >_< lolol!

Am going home tonight because my mum says she's cooking ^_^ hehe yay !
Prolly staying at home too hehe!
Just no good computer for me to playyyyy >_< !


@11.51AM:



Sometimes, I'm in a mixed feeling of how I feel.

Between:

• I gotta accept the present whatever it is VS Why didn't it happen the way I wanted it to

• It's a good lesson learnt VS Nothing is gonna work out

• I gotta be more understanding VS Why can't someone understand me too

You know the emotional war when the good thoughts VS bad thoughts and it's like just when you thought the good thoughts won, the bad thoughts start attacking and make you feel bad?

That's how I feel.


@3.00PM:


Nowadays, the attention of people is so farking short.

One of the thing I hate most about this thing is that, when I send long messages and the intended recipient will be like.



The effort of composing the messages takes more effort than reading it ok, if you can't be bothered to read long stuff then don't talk to me la.

I'm a naturally long-winded kind of person, if I feel there's a need to explain something (even if there is a need to go the extra mile), I will.
In addition, I'm pretty sure I use full-stops and paragraphing to make sure the content is not a block or lump of alphabets.

There are so many people going online just to find friends / relationship, but when they don't even have the patience to check out what you wanna say, won't you be wondering are they really sincere or not?

I mean, if you attention span is so short, and you are so impatient, how can you expect yourself to have the patience to have a long-lasting friendship or relationship?

Well, I'm not stereotyping to say people who don't read long texts won't have a lasting friendship / relationship.

But I really dislike people like these, people who are like, wanna make friends but too lazy to try and understand someone.

Hahahahaha, okwtf.
Wonder how many people might get offended reading this.
LOL.

But ok la actually I also not in the position to say people cuz I can be lazy to read when the text is too long or when THE PERSON NEVER USE FULLSTOP WTF.


@6.47PM:



I'm feeling so sleepy !!!
Maybe I should just take bus to Marymount and take the train instead of the usual taking bus 93 then bus 59 home.

Yup ok, got on 74 and on my way to Marymount :) .
Decided to take the train cuz I am hungry and I can't wait to go home and savor my mum's cooking!


@7.23PM:



I like songs that have meaningful lyrics, and a soft, gentle melody.
Albeit, songs that belong to this category are mostly love songs.
And best part?
Sad love songs.

So, I guess my mood is kind of affected now uh, flashbacks of the regrets, fights, unhappiness, anger, hatred, things I shouldn't say but said, shouldn't do but did.


@10.07PM:



心中沈重的失落感。
突然覺得我好像少了對人生、夢想那種燃燒著的熱振。

不知道為甚麼。
什麼東西都好像淡掉了。

那把能夠夠讓我不斷想衝刺的熱振,你在哪裡?


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