@8.05AM:
Eyes feeling so puffy after crying for the night.
I feel scared, traumatized, awkward, and somehow, I feel I can never look at him like I did before.
For the first time ever, I am faced with my boyfriend scolding me directly on Facebook, so openly, blasting our dirty liners to thousands of his Facebook friends and complaining that I do to, when I write on my blog which doesn't even have a 100 readers.
Can't even describe how much hurt those posts dealt to me.
I just need a getaway.
@9.00AM:
Am still at the Polyclinic.
Not some big issue kind of illness, I mean, I'm not having fever or anything.
Just prolonged cough.
So I decided to visit the Polyclinic because my supervisor, Jeannie, was chasing me off haha.
Either she's concern or she's afraid that I spread the virus to her.
So...
I'm a virus girl?
Hahaha!
Well, got this number and the last serving is...
2082.
:0 , have a feeling it's gonna be quite the long wait uh, if the pharmacy goes in order.
Nono, I don't mean to jump queue, just that, I was thinking, sometimes the numbers are not called in order.
I'm fine with waiting.
Entertained with my handphone and I don't have to go to work that early.
@9.41AM:
Just finished seeing the doctor and she gave me an MC.
And am on my way back to Gin's house.
He probably is still sleeping.
Having a minor headache.
Guess the weather and myself both feels cold.
@4.21PM:
This is so annoying.
The internet connection keeps getting cut off.
:/ , why can't Singapore's ISP get any better.
Whatever are we paying so much for anyway?
@6.29PM:
Can't stand cold messages.
Really hate cold messages.
They are like dementors sucking out all the happiness that I had before.
Then again, maybe I deserve it.
Deserve all the shit feelings I am going through now.
The one who deserves to die out of everyone is me.
@7.09PM:
Feeling so cold despite that the air con has been turned off for a few hours :/ lol, probably because of the weather.
Wish Gin was here to hug me but he's somewhere busy with his work, not even sure if he'll willing to anyway.
I sound so cheap haha.
Maybe I am.
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