@12.30AM:
I feel really depressed now.
I'm starting to think, that joining the DJHunt competition was a big mistake after all.
At first, I thought they picked only the champion and the guys amongst the top 8.
Bad enough, I thought, being a girl.
Then YiZhen told me she heard QianTing on air too.
So...
I asked Weiling to see if she knows how many in total we selected and she said 7.
6 from the top 8.
I don't understand what and how they choose.
Can't be because of the education level because Dominic my junior who also took part in this competition is further away from the Diploma than I am.
Can't be the age because I'm not the oldest nor the youngest?
Talent?
I was in the top 8...
The only reason I can figure out is personality, that I am not bubbly enough, but a guess is still after all, an assumption, and I really wish to know the real reason.
It's like dying without knowing why.
Who actually likes that?
Although I already kind of expected that this is happening when I know all the guys in the top 8 were selected.
I can only come to a conclusion.
This whole week, or probably even the past two weeks haven't been going smoothly for me.
1) I feel that something's just wrong between me and that someone, but I don't know how to bring the issue up, and all I can do is wait.
2) Had a big fight with Gin and it's still disturbing me.
3) Knowing that my luck is so bad that I don't even have a chance to undergo training by my all time favourite Chinese radio station.
I can't even express how shitty this whole week feels and Gin's snore is just driving me insane.
I am fucking going nuts ok.
@8.29AM:
Never liked using "foreveralone" on myself because I know that is never the case.
But this is how I feel exactly about the whole DJHunt competition results.
Still cannot get over the fact that I didn't get chose when 6 of the top 8, and one girl who isn't even inside the top 8 got chosen, #lolwtf.
I know holding on to this isn't gonna make me happier but for now, FML.
@11.46AM:
It's not even 12pm yet !
Am proud of myself how I can wakey so early in the morning today!
Although the coming back to reality wasn't very pleasant because of the stark truth I faced with yesterday night >_< .
Have been checking gardens #lolwtfsupernolife for both Audii and MStar then went on to complete some quests for Gin and myself.
I helped Gin with his plants too and guess what, I got the Heavenly Kiwi for him.
Tell me what the fuck again!
>_< this is annoying and depressing.
@1.57PM:
Seriously pissed off with the way some fktards talk.
I was playing Superstar mode with Boon, Sweetheart, Shixiong they all.
And my score was quite low, obviously, cuz we're all playing advance and I still lagging behind badly.
And then this moron has to say, "wah the score difference 70k 40k".
Ya, he's the 70k, I am the 40k.
I'm not that good at this game FOR NOW, do you have to emphasize?
@2.04PM:
This fktard that I mentioned was the exact same moron who gave me a troll answer when I was asking a serious question earlier on.
Me:
What happens if I right click on the logo that appears below the BGM?
Him:
It will disappear and you will get banned, so don't try :) .
-.- it's not that I cannot take joke but wtf, I am asking a serious answer right motherfucker.
I didn't even "suan" him back in the first place because I don't wanna make things ugly.
@6.30PM:
Besides making a sticker on the toilet bowl, they should make a sticker for being on the computer as well because...
That's what I like doing LOL for gaming la, not office work >_< it's crazy facing all those dull digits and contents hahaha.
Did I mention that I finally got my Heavenly Kiwi earlier on and even helped Gin got his Heavenly Strawberry and Premium Melon?
If I didn't, well now I do HAHA.
Just sharing the good news with you!
:D !
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