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| Took with Gin's phone, me trying to scare him and his Facebook friends with my face :P . |
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| That's us preparing to step out of Gin's house to Oona's :D . |
Cabbed to Oona's today, to pass her inhalers >< .
Then cabbed to Admiralty to train to Ang Mo Kio.
I went shopping at Ang Mo Kio Hub.
Finally, having the courage to step in.
Well, nothing much.
Not many memories came in.
Hahahaz perhaps just some memories of where we ate and how we used to spent our time there.
And how I seem to know my way there, the shops and all.
Despite the fact that I haven't been there for long.
But generally hmmmz.
It was quite ok I guess :) .
I managed to get a necklace for my mum :D .
Kekeke.
And Dear and I got our couple rings :P .
It was random.
Really random.
We were looking around for my mum's presents and we were suddenly talking about rings.
And then we went into a shop with engraving services for the rings and Gin was like saying he rather go Couple Lab and so eventually we really pass by.
And as usual, I thought we will just be seeseelooklook-iing.
But it turned out that we ended up purchasing something from there.
So yupz, our couple rings in reality is coming up.
I can only say, the total amount added up wasn't cheap.
Not at all, at least to both of us.
And especially to Gin since he's paying for everything.
And that idiot decided to buy chains too.
For us to use in case we decided not to wear the rings on our fingers.
Or when we go for activities when it wasn't convenient to wear on fingers.
:D kekeke.
Will be collecting the rings soon :) then send them for lasering :P .
I suppose, the colours on it are special XD .
We picked that because I like the weight of the ring.
The salesgirl was pretty cute :P she was trying to recommend us rings.
When she recommended me one pair that I couldn't stop laughing.
It was rather awkward, how I had one side of the ring at home...
Yea, she was recommending the pair that Alee and I last chose and bought for us.
Hahahahaz.
I had to whisper to Gin and remind him that that was the pattern.
So we rejected but the salesgirl insist we should try before we rejected.
LOLZ...
Gin had to tell her openly that well.
Yea, it was the ones that I had with my ex.
And the salesgirl was like.
Ok like that nonononono cannot <keeps the rings immediately>.
Hehhhz.
We went to visit my ahma afterwards.
I swear Gin was so cute just sitting there :P .
I had trouble trying to introduce Gin to my ahma.
I was like.
LOLZ, trying tell my ahma his Chinese name.
But eventually I guess my ahma wouldn't really be able to pronounce it so I told her to call him "ahboy" instead and she was like.
Ahboy also can ahgirl also can.
LOLZ Gin showed me the hokaezxc face and I was like :P .
We bus-ed to my house after I completed the short birthday letter to my mum.
Hehz, stayed at home for awhile.
I played PayDay with my baby brother and Gin.
Gin won eventually.
Of course, after I decided that we shall breach the rules about the purchases.
HAHAHAHAZ I brought the game home with me.
Am thinking if we should play.
But hmmz, looking at the time now...
12.16.04AM.
I guess perhaps not XD the setting and keeping will take time >< .
Had a filling dinner.
At Changi V againnnnnn !
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| Us, while waiting for my parents to be back after making their bets D: . |
Didn't manage to take a picture of my mum.
She rejected me because she thinks her hair's too messy.
;roar !
Watched soccer today :P .
Singapoer VS Thailand.
We won :D .
LOLZ.
Gin chatted quite alot with my mum and dad.
And I am really happy about it :D :D :D !!!
I thought they would have nothing in common.
Kekeke.
I think my dad was pretty serious about not minding to spon Gin to open a shop for him to repair computer for others, when he knows Gin knows how to repair computers.
HAHAHAZ.
Passed my old Acer laptop for Gin to take a look and he declared it as dead after a half an hour de talk+analysis.
D: , little did I know, Gin actually have a "graveyard" for all his laptops that died.
LOLZ, shall try and find that "graveyard" later, after this entry :P .
Bus-ed home after watching the soccer.
Gin and I chatted quite alot :D , about a lot of issues.
Kekeke.
While walking back from the bus stop to Gin's house, we were chatting about our finance issue.
And we were talking about the rings that we got today.
And he was trying to explain to me, why he wanted that ring.
And why he won't ever regret it despite the total amount that he had to end up forking out.
He wished he had 2 weeks for him to save up that kind of money.
He said it shall be his late 2nd month anniversary gift for us.
I know where he's heading for, what he's trying to tell me, trying to show me.
I don't know how to put it into words in this space down here and.
I wished I had a recording of it.
In the best way that I can try and depict that moment using words, it was Gin trying to prove that he can achieve something he really wants if he's willing to work hard for.
It was Gin trying to show that he's willing to sacrifice alot of things, for both of us, for me to be happy.
It was Gin trying to tell me that, if he wants something, especially for us, he wanna have the best.
^ is only less than 10% of the whole vibe he was giving at that moment.
The silence, the pause, the expression he wore when he was seriously thinking.
The laughs and funny faces he had when he was just relaxed and joking around, trying to make me laugh.
I can feel, that heyz, this guy loves me alot.
And needless to say, although it's just 3 days passed out 2nd month, I find it hard to find myself not to get attached to this guy.
Yesterday too, at night.
When I was telling him about how much I was screwing up my school life, my grades.
And he was just there comforting me.
It wasn't just the hug, kiss, whatever.
No, it was just him, talking.
It's not the usual cliche, there're alot of alternatives in life.
Nope, Gin was practically sharing more about himself.
And Rem, what they went through.
How much they had to give up.
I like that kind of sharing.
It makes me understand and know more about him.
Suddenly, his words gave me hope.
Gave me strength.
And that was when he pulled me in for a hug.
That moment, was.
I just felt so safe, and yupz.
I have more strength to face the world now.
I know I have a lot of flaws.
And I am not pretty.
Unlike the many many other girls he has on his Facebook.
Even so, he still manage to make me feel beautiful.
Not just beautiful.
But, he pulled up the amount of self-worth I feel for myself.
I am thankful, grateful, and I appreciate that alot.
Because that was something I lacked for probably.
The past one year in my life.
Where I deemed myself to be useless and ugly.
Who fails in almost everything.
I just wanna cherish this relationship, cherish this present, cherish him.
And I hope, together with Gin, we can provide a good life.
For our families :) .
For ourselves.
To my mum:
Happy birthday, woman.
<3 you're still so pretty as ever.
Forever 18th :D .
Your daughter loves you.
To my boyfriend:
Yes you joker.
You make me laugh.
D< but I still angry with you for smoking.
Because you have sorethroat, you idiot ~_~ .
To my friends:
I love all of you.
I'm sorry I don't really have time to really meet up and catch up with all of you but I swear I really love love love all of you.
<3 !
Ok, gonna sign off.
Gin's complaining that I am taking a long time to type this entry.
LOLZ.
:P .
Withlove,
Jaze.
PS: Yesyes, Gin's the only one I wrote message to without <3.
HAHAHAHAHAZ, serve him right for smoking today :D .