As much as I try to be understanding, I feel a little empty.
Do they call this withdrawal symptoms?
Hahahaz, somehow, I can't help but feel like I am a burden to him.
I love the way he's working so hard for his studies, participating in school activities, stuffs like that.
At the same time, it's coming to me that we seem to be drifting apart.
I don't know is it because he's not by my side.
Is it because our text messages are like friends talking.
Is it because he's turning in early.
Is it because he seem to be responding to everyone on Facebook but me.
Is it because he isn't playing Audii with me.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I only know I feel empty.
As much as I tried so hard not to feel this way...
The fact that I cannot seem to bond with his group of friends doesn't seem to help much either.
One day, will I become too much a burden?
Will we drift?