I feel like crying now.
It's hardly any chance I get to play Audii with my couple online.
Everytime, I am just at his house.
Using either his account, my account to play with other people.
And all this time.
I am the one going to school from his house.
Going to his house from school.
Coming home alone.
Going home alone.
It's all me, me, me.
People ask, your boyfriend never fetch you?
I reply, never, he's my boyfriend, not my bodyguard.
I am fine going to places by myself :) .
^ , it's true.
He's not my body guard.
But sometimes, I just wish he can just take the initiatives sometimes.
Instead of waiting at home for me to get to him while he play DotA.
While I just ended a tiring day at school.
It's a strain.
And even now.
I just wanna spend today, Audii, up to dinner time.
Eat dinner already, go his house.
Spend the rest of the night with him.
And poof.
He's tired, resting.
I never blame him for being tired.
I don't know what's wrong with he and my body but yea.
We tend to get tired sometimes without reason.
I feel it, that was the reason why I keep zoning out during lessons.
And missing all the important stuff.
But.
Hiyaz, forget it.
Maybe I should just leave my phone dead.
And forget about the fact that I have a couple.
All my couples for all my accounts I have are inactive anyway.
Jaz, deal with that.
Accept that.