I am here to blog again !
Missing me?
Went to Gin's house downstairs earlier on.
And shopped for cosmetics.
And skinnies.
Because apparently, the one that I have at his house have mysteriously went missing.
LOLZ.
I have a more complete make up set now.
:D .
But out of everything, the eyeliner is still my favourite.
Of all my body parts.
Besides my expanding-much waistline nowadays.
The part where I hate most is probably my eyes.
Because they look small and droopy.
D: well a person's eyes can tell how the person is feeling.
So I guess, people must be thinking I look sad and sleepy all the time.
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But make up and plastic surgery do wonder.
Since I cannot go for the latter, I will have to stick with the former.
Which is why eyeliner is my favourite :D .
And so, I have tried experimenting.
:D .
Before bathing and after bathing.
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| Before bathing. With wings. Amanda said I look ok, but I think I look kind of fierce with that. And Gin said I look weird. ): . |
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| After bathing. Without wings. I guess this looks more normal. Gin say it looks more natural too. |
Gin said he feels sad whenever he see me with foundation on.
;cry .
Because he thinks I look better when I am without.
And that he loves me when I am at my natural form.
;luv .
This guy.
Had a little fight earlier on.
T^T .
Glad it's all resolve now.
Every fight we have makes me realize a little something more.
Right now, I am just scared that history will reenact.
I know I am not supposed to bring my past relationship problems into this current relationship.
But somehow, I am just scared that he will leave me, and get sick of me like how the previous two did.
T_T sorry Gin <3 forgive me.
SMA Recording is just this Friday.
D: .
Ohmagawdzxc.