I feel so much anguish in me.
So much disappointment.
So much pain.
I wanna blog them all out but even words don't have the power to help me get those emotions out.
I can pour some of them out, but those anger just recharge itself.
I still feel miserable and at this moment, it seems like I will never heal.
I wish someone was here for me, to hold me tight.
To accompany me.
But everyone's resting in my house now.
Understandable.
Charlotte and Pinguo are dating.
I don't know where's Jess.
Gin is busy with his stuff.
And I am just here.
Feeling sad and empty.
Tears keep coming out like free flow when I think of certain stuff.
I don't know what I can do to make myself better.
But I know right now, right now.
I really need someone to accompany me.
And I also know that right now, right now.
Everyone's too busy to be bothered about me.