Who values me, who don't.
I don't understand why I can never seem to have my own clique in school.
I am stranded alone actually.
Now, at this moment.
Nothing what, being alone.
I know the way.
It's probably the feeling of being left behind again.
Forever feeling like I cannot blend in.
Being judged all the time and all.
Honestly, I am sick of this feeling.
All I wanna do is cry.
Gin is always replying so slowly.
My girlfriends are always so busy and I don't wanna disturb them, cuz I always rant too much at them.
I can never seem to join in any conversation like I seem to have some "just-chase-me-away-face".
As much as I try to look positively, I am feeling so tired and annoyed.
And it doesn't matter even if I am crying alone in the streets now.
By now, someone like me, who is full of flaws, should be used to being alone.
Having company is a bonus.
Yupz, cheer up :).
I'll smile again after crying what I have been bottling up for this period of time.